Dear Devin.

Did you ever love our son? 

So many years have passed and you are still angry.

You seem to not be able to look past your own self to realize it is our child, he’s the one that needs our help. 

I just don’t understand you.

Most people would be thrilled to have a little man as their first born child,

you never seemed to care.

Look at how beautiful he is…

Many times I have tried to bridge the gap between you and I,

work as a team;

Not you acting mean (me as your mortal enemy)

WTF did I do that was so bad that a little boy has to pay the debt owed?

Is that what you owe him?

So selfish Devin.

It really brings tears to my eyes when I think of your lies;

Not to Lyric or I;

but the ones in which you feed yourself…

in denial

Sometimes I wish you would just grow up;

Maybe learn what it is really like

~to LOVE~

With ALL of your own wants aside.

I try not to…

but I might say

I hate you.

Such strong words I know,

but I feel so much better when I tell you;

not REALLY though

because our Lyric is still gone…

and these are still the words to our song

 

On second thought

 

I’ll just say I love you

I am still melancholy